PMS: Cranky Days.

PMS: People Makes me Sick.

Long time no post... What? It's just been... uh... 4 days?

So anyway... Yesterday, me and my family went to Mid Valley, The Gardens. Just to get my art materials. I wanted to restock my masking fluid since I've been using it alot lately fro my artworks. My mum doesn't seem to happy about it, it's almost like she'd much rather stay at home.

Well, because of her cranky mood lately, I get pissed off easier than usual. It's not that I'm always pissed off at something but I get pissed off at almost everything especially when talking to my Art teacher and my mum. They don't understand what I'm trying to say. Like, in the middle of me, yelling at them what I meant before they go accusing me, halfway, they would stop me and ask: Wait! What is that? What is adamant?

That' when I burst. Go search the dictionary later! Why, this people never learn is that they always ask me what word this and that was.

And they just happen to be the hugest hypocrite ever. For an example:

1. Alien, my art teacher, chided me for not exploring enough on arts. (Padahal, i know how to pronounce masking fluid better than him.) He says that I lack information about Arts (Padahal, once again, I know the differences of Kolinsky Sable and Sable brushes and he doesn't) and he said that I am not going to improve if I don't learn by myself.

But when I chided him about the same thing, well, about him not wanting to learn English for his own sake, he's just the same. And I argued while painting with him for about... 30 minutes before I won the debate. Of course, I won. He doesn't understand a word I said.

2. When I go for Kimmy's class, I used to paint badly because my good mood got taken away when he blast the radio of chinese love songs (which I despised) and when he wouldn't stop talling me what to do every 5 minutes. When he complained it to Alien about how I do better in Alien's class than his, Alien said "No mood, so paint no nice loh..." And I agreed with him. Not knowing he's about to be a hypocrite again.

One day during his class, he accused me of being sensitive because he said something about my being undersestimating people who I think are retards (my siblings) which is so not true. He suggested that my bros take Graphic classes. I told him that they will not be able to catch up. He says I'm underestimating them. I said, I am not underestimating them. I'm trying not to overestimate them. Because I know my bros better than he does.

He is too confident in his teaching skills. He syas that in 3 months my bro will be better than me in graphics. I said, if you are so confident in your teaching skills then why until now, they could not exceed in their painting? He seems offended by it and then that's when he says I'm sensitive and overreacting. Of course I'm pissed. I'm pissed that he didn't understand a word I said, I'm pissed that he pretends to know my bros better than I do, I'm pissed that he accused me of being sensitive because I am not. I am, what people classified me as tactless and insensitive.

Then my mood is cranky the whole day. I refused to talk to him. I painted badly. Then he came over to me and ask why i painted badly and i said, "No mood" and you know what he said? "That's a stupid excuse. If you no mood to paint then you also no mood to go Japan and study. You will fail at everything you do"

No, kidding. What a hypocrite. I can paint better if I learn by myself. To be honest, I painted better when I learned by myself. I painted greatly (I think) when nobody is there to tell me what to do. I painted nicer when I am NOT in class. So, recently I've been pretty freakin' pissed.

Which I glared at the promoter guy in the Art Shop yesterday when I was looking at masking fluid and he nonchalantly said that they ran out of stock as if I disturbed him or something.

And then, seeing me buying art stuff, my siblings followed. Even though they do not know anything about quality of art materials and bought it just for fun despite the price... I pretty much shoved them when i was walking as i got the chance to. They didn't seem to notice though.